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Need A Break

by X-el

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"This song is a remix of André Norbecks song "Need A Break"
I got permission from him to create this remix and he was the very first person to ever hear my version!
Go check out André Norbeck on all social medias.
BIG SHOUT OUT TO HIM FOR ALLOWING ME TO CREATE THIS! 🙏🔥"

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(Hook)
Ya I just need a break (ye ye)
I need a break
Fuck the love and everything that it takes, ya
I just need a break
I just need a break
Leave me alone, ya (come on come on)
I just need a break (ye)
I need a break
Fuck the love and everything that it takes, ya
I just need a break (ye)
I just need a break
Leave me alone, ya, ya, ya

(Verse 1)
I need some medication
Or I need some meditation
When I feel great ya I feel amazing
But when I'm down I'm ballisticly falling apart
I'm losing myself
I'm drowning in liquor, I'm drowning in drugs I'm drowning in moments just to be loved
But I always push people away just because, I don't know how to accept affection, a curse of mine, deeply kept rejection, it's stuck to me like an infection, killing me slow
Not to mention that
I'm overwhelmed and you feel that
I'm overwhelmed and I feel bad
The routine that I've had I've crushed, stomped, torn, an thrown in the trash
I'm self destructive at finest
I ruin the things that I love
I may display a happy face
But inside I fight from giving up
I shove until these days break
Fake smiles just to comfort fate
While I'm building my name from fucking dirt every single day
An If I'm ever thrown rejection
I know I deserved it
But If I'm ever thrown success you best believe I earned it
But with both comes a stress that I don't know how to hold onto, I've only got two hands and this is killing me, I just need a!

(Hook)
Ya I just need a break (ye ye)
I need a break
Fuck the love and everything that it takes, ya
I just need a break
I just need a break
Leave me alone, ya (come on come on)
I just need a break (ye)
I need a break
Fuck the love and everything that it takes, ya
I just need a break (ye)
I just need a break
Leave me alone, ya, ya, ya

(Verse 2)
So why does it feel like every day of my life
I'm falling down, falling down
Tryna get up off the ground
I can't stand strong with how I'm feeling now
I'm reaching out for help
But no one hears my sound
Ya stress and anxiety, living, growing inside of me
I may be social but quietly drowning, falling in depression silently
I'm always there for everyone
So It was stupid of me to expect the same, when I stay quiet about the pain in my brain man fuck it I feel like I'm going insane
I just need to figure me out
I couldn't be committed cuz you were never around
Miles on my heart made it weak which I couldn't turn around
Now I look in a mirror and I hate myself
Like I don't even know what to do anymore
I'm speeding & swerving an going off course
I'm writing to write but I struggle to record
I'm dying inside what's the point of this for
I promise you I won't give up
I'm trying my best to live up
To the name that I gave myself
Following my dream kind of helps
But knowing that I will never have you
Is something I'll struggle to adapt too
Especially since I had you
Now our time is passed due

(Hook)
Ya I just need a break (ye ye)
I need a break
Fuck the love and everything that it takes, ya
I just need a break
I just need a break
Leave me alone, ya (come on come on)
I just need a break (ye)
I need a break
Fuck the love and everything that it takes, ya
I just need a break (ye)
I just need a break
Leave me alone, ya, ya, ya

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released September 1, 2020
André Norbeck
Alex J Noe

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X-el Salem, Massachusetts

Alex Noe (born November 5th, 1998) better known by his alias X-el, is an independent rap / hip-hop artist straight from the burning stakes of Salem Massachusetts!

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